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First things first… I’ve got a job interview coming up in a couple of days, and I’m reading up the definition of CRM (customer relationships management). Is the time late and I’m too tired, or what? Cause I can’t seem to keep my focus to study to subject! My mind kept wandering off into nothingness, sigh. I’ll try again tomorrow! I must >.< In any case, wish me luck for the interview!

On Wednesday, I had dinner with my pet big bro, Charles. It was sort of a farewell thingie. He’s departing for Singapore this weekend to be a “househusband” or “stay-at-home-dad”. It’s a funny thing, with this pet brother of mine. We met at a seminar 2 years ago, kept in touch and eventually became pet siblings. We’ve only met up twice after the seminar. Yup, we really don’t meet up often at all, but we try to keep in touch and catch up with things every now and then with the means of blogging, text messaging and MSN. It’s strange how someone that you don’t see often at all, can be so dear to you. Especially on my side, for the fact that I don’t have a real elder brother. He really is like a big brother to me, one who supports me and cares about me. I feel a little sad that he’s moving away. I know, we don’t meet often anyway, right? But somehow it feels different to have him so far away when he’s always been very nearby. I think I’m gonna miss him very much…

We had a good time over dinner the other day, talking and laughing over stuff. I wanted to take a photo of us, since we don’t have any together. But he refused out of vanity and promised to snap it the next time, whenever that is! Funny how men can be so strangely vain haha XD So, no photo (yet), sorry. Can’t show off my handsome gor gor

Fiona messaged some of us to perform for a paid show of some sort. Pirate theme, it seems, or something like that. Hey, a paid performance sounds good! But I don’t know, it doesn’t seem to be a good time :/ As it is, with mom away, I have to rush home after work everyday (except Wednesday, cause of Street Jam class) to cook dinner for dad and myself. Then twice a week, I have to do the laundry. And I’ve been putting off sweeping and mopping ^^”’ So, to go for rehearsals to rush for the performance on April 1st is out of the question, it’s more than I can handle haha. Forget it, it’s just gonna burn me out unnecessarily.

On another random note. Sometimes it’s frustrating being a female. In the sense that, females are naturally emotional, and sometimes those mood swings get a little hard to control despite having the realisation that you’re emo-ing. No matter how you try to put on a mask, somehow it just hints that something is wrong haha. Like even if you keep telling yourself, “I’m fine, nothing’s wrong, everything’s ok”, but in the end you still end up crying your eyes out and you wonder what the hell is wrong with you XD I want a “nothing box”! Can I somehow simplify my brain and “cut” away some of those “connecting wires” so that my thoughts won’t be so damn complicated? because of this, I feel that women are the stronger sex! x)