Sometimes I feel like I have started a mistake by having Buibui when I’m hardly even ready for it. Or perhaps I could be ready for it, but just that I don’t have enough determination to pull through. Sure, it’s always easy to start things, but it proves to be quite a challenge to actually maintain what you started. Well, it is for me anyway. Certain things. And unfortunately, I think Buibui is one of those things. Or perhaps it isn’t really so. Perhaps I just started off wrongly. Hastily. If I could turn back time, I would’ve taken my time and do things a little differently. Too late now, and I’m stuck with a bunch of stock that’s… gonna be stuck with me til I figure out what to do! :/
Perhaps I was too young (mentally) to understand anything! Maybe I did it because OMG I can do it like this, it’s so cool. But I had not realised where my real talents lie, and how I could develop that into a goal, so that it would eventually be an ultimate dream. I’ve always said I’d love to have my own little boutique. But perhaps it is just what I want, and not really what I truly desirably wish to achieve. Or maybe… I’m just not cut out for this. I’m not quite meant to be a fashion business owner, or whatever you may refer to me as. Maybe I started out dellusioned, thinking how simple it is, and how awesome it would be. Reality hit. It’s NOT easy, and therefore it does NOT end up awesome either. And what the hell was I thinking, thinking that I could do all this by myself?! Part time! This is no MLM, I have products of my OWN here.
So help me, what have I been wasting my time on? I dislike the name Buibui. I dislike the label design. I hate the namecard design. I hate the hangtag design. If only… like a bad drawing… I could just crumple up everything ever existed in the name of Buibui, and set a bonfire on it. No, that would be crazy.
Realistically… Can I just quit my designing job after CNY, sell off the stock for cheap at random shops in Sungei Wang, while searching for a new job in marketing… aaand… sit by the seaside everyday to figure out what to do in life? Without my parents killing me? Lol…
FML 
Sis, just hang in there. Starting a business is never easy but it’s not impossible. Don’t stop believing in yourself. Take a break and look at things at different perspective. I guess you are experiencing burnout? Just hang in there.
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