On Saturday, I started having sharp pain in my left abdomen which comes and goes through the whole day. Since it was on and off, it didn’t bother me much, so I proceeded with the day’s plans. Took Mom out for lunch and shopping, then to Talenthub for dance social. Ika even dropped by a bit for a round at the nearby mamak. Everything was a-ok, until later that night. The pain got worse when I lied down. So intense that I couldn’t sleep as there was no comfortable position. Ended up just shuffling around and groaning in pain. Got up to get warm water to drink, wrote about it in my diary, posted a few status updates on Facebook via mobile… I was exhausted but I couldn’t sleep! Eventually I did manage to catch a few winks, but didn’t sleep well at all.
Came morning, and I went to the clinic after a quick breakfast. It wasn’t my regular doctor’s shift =_= A little annoyed that she didn’t know what was wrong. Even suggested constipation or ovulation. Whaaaat? Well, whatever it was, all I got was painkillers. Which, by the way, didn’t work. It was so mild that Mom called the painkillers “childish” lol. What a Sunday! Napped in the later afternoon because was lacking sleep badly from the restless night. Was hoping to sleep more comfortably that night, but no. Not as intense as the night before, but still the pain persisted. At least this time, there was one position that was painless.
Monday morning, woke up for work. Oh, the pain! It was gone! Suddenly, just like that, yippee! I had never been so glad to get up and get to work before lol. Yea yea yea, Monday blues and all that, but I was just glad that the pain was gone XD I was worried that I might have to go to the hospital or something, that would not be my idea of fun… Phew!
Then there’s today. Tuesday… Sigh. Morning started feeling like one of those days. Then the mood improved when I met up with Mark for lunch and Starbucks. Good to catch up again with him
After he left, I stayed a bit more for some retail therapy by myself. Not a good idea to go shopping when you’re bloated, you just seem to look fat in everything lol. Wanted to add some colour to my wardrobe, but ended up buying everything in black :/ ah well, just so happens that the black ones are the nicer ones lol.
That was that, and made my way home. That’s when it happened… It had rained before, so the road was kinda wet. I was on the bend from Sprint into Duke. Then I lost control of the car, totally panicked that the car swerved right more than I turned, and got really near to the divider. I made a slight adjustment to the left, and again it swerved more than I turned, almost hitting the car in the next lane. Avoiding collision, once again I adjusted a little back to the right side, and again the car oversteered. BAM! I hit the divider T_T
I’m ok, it was only a minor accident between the car’s right front corner and the divider. A dent, some paint scraped off. But I was shaken enough… I stopped at the side of the road for a good 15 minutes, just to calm down, before I proceeded with my journey back home. I got home, explained the accident to my parents, and went to chill in my room. Lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, I thought about what happened. It was lucky, to say the least. It could’ve been much worse. Being at the bend, it was quite dangerous for me to be stalled at that area. Oncoming cars couldn’t see me and I could’ve been hit. Who knows what the damage might be.
To the car.
To me.
I started crying for no actual firm reason. That got me thinking about the things that I want to do/say, but the time has not yet to come. Like finally seeing my sister get married. Seeing my brother graduate. Following through with Ika as she succeeds as a writer. And so much more. What if I never get my chance to do so? Oh, the sort of regrets I would have. Especially the things/words that I’ve been holding back on. Things that I could actually do something about now. Like go travelling. And family days where everyone is together in the same country. And more heartfelt talks with my chicas. And telling him about how I feel about him…
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Happy ladies!
And cute kiddies in yukata, kawaii!
It’s the same every year.
Back when she was known as Hailey.